Lenni’s had a rough week. To put it mildly.

It started if with a few silly little things and snowballed to hearing my cousin passed away. He was sick for awhile and in a LOT of pain so now he is at peace with my other family members who’ve passed on. He was a total free spirit; he painted, he did numerology, he even gave me Astrostones, so needless to say we had a lot in common. I’m gonna miss him…

Needless to say, I got a fat lotta NUTHIN done this week. But that will change.

Next week doesn’t look like it will be any easier on my fraying nerves. My Ma is going in for surgery on Monday (to have her chemo port changed or flushed er somethin) and I have to drive her home. Did I mention I only have a permit and think of cars as death machines humans no not the full risk of? So this shall be interesting. @_@ I’m not a VERY nervous driver but inexperienced? Totally. I’m gonna have to do a practice run to make sure I don’t completely freak out. :p Don’t worry, my kid won’t be in the car and my life insurance is paid up. 😉

This week has reminded me that I need to take time for myself to just breathe. It’s an important thing, really, to just take a minute, breathe deep, and chill. That way all the work gets done, bills get paid, and nobody gets hurt. :p