I have to say, this year sucked ass. Two of the people in my life who professed to care about me the  most lied to me and betrayed me; abandoning me and spreading very interesting lies behind my back. I’ve tried to be all zen and understanding about it but no. I can’t stand them and I can’t stand myself.

In my best moments I realize I am better off with these people out of my life because toxic relationships aren’t good for anyone. I have better friends who throughout all of this have been there for me. I pray every day to keep them and welcome new love into my life.

So, it is in that spirit that I give a resounding fuck you to 2012. Tonight I will try and focus on what I can do to make 2013 a better year for myself and for my daughter.

Buckle up, kids. Let’s do this shit.