
Ugh, I have not been motivated at all lately. I dunno what it is about the general public right now but I have been on the receiving end of some KAREN bullshit and it does not help with my general issues with depression and anxiety. I should not be made to feel nervous to do my damn job because some psycho decides to scream at me and call me names for no reason at all.
I know I should just let this shit wash over me but it’s mentally taxing to deal with this stuff. I thought we’d have an easier time once masks became voluntary but nope; people find something else to flip out over…
I think I need to take some actual vacation time to be home and decompress for a week or so. The desk peddler isn’t high intensity enough to give the happy feel good hormones. I should probably go back to running very soon; even though my sales still aren’t where I need them to be. I need to work out this stress.